Speeding

Can you please tell me what these letters * * mean? (Imogen Heap Speeding Cars)?

* * What specifically do these lyrics mean? Please do not be comprehensive. It's about the suicide, or a past wrong, or what? (It's called Speeding Cars, Imogen Heap) Here's the day I hoped would never come Do not feed me violence just run with me through rows of cars at full speed. The papercuts cheating lovers The coffee never strong enough as I know that I think is more than bad luck there is no baby is just textbook stuff is in the ABC of growing up and now darling oh do not lose your head because none of us were angels and you know I love you, yeah Sleeping pills know sleeping dogs lie never far enough away glistening in the cold sweat of guilt I've seen slowly coming to for years can not continue like this … now is a bad a time as any of its fine by me .. is fine by me .. was long ago

I think it's a friend who is looking at another friend slowly fade away from all the stress and pain of life, is a good choice and bad decisions …

Imogen Heap – Speeding Cars (Lyrics)